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First Saturday Prayer Group

Today I attended my prayer group.

We offered up the three Mysteries of the Holy Rosary, the Joyful, Sorrowful and Glorious Mysteries, for the intentions of our Blessed Mother.

During the prayers, our Blessed Mother appeared looking quite sad.

She said, “Thank you, my children, for your offerings for my intentions. What you offer to me, I offer for the coldness of all humanity in the world. Humanity is so cold that they reject God completely. He is rejected in every part of the world now. As the Christmas festivities are fast approaching, looking at humanity, all they think of is materialism. It is all about how they are going to enjoy themselves, what they are going to buy, what they are going to eat and drink and about having a good time.”

“They hardly think of my Divine Son, Who came to the world to save humanity and Who came for the salvation of their souls.”

“Even less, do they think about how much my Son suffered, during the Crucifixion. To save humanity, out of His Love, He did all of that because, my children, He wants to save all of you. But in return, He receives coldness, rebellion, and rejection from humanity.”

“Offer your sacrifices and prayers for the coldness of humanity in the world today.”

Blessed Mother was very sad while she was telling me all of this. I could see how her Immaculate Heart was suffering.

Ordination to the Priesthood – St Patricks Cathedral, Parramatta

In the morning while I was praying our Lord Jesus appeared to me and said, “I would like you today, to attend the High Mass for the Ordination of Priests, which is the highest Mass that you can attend.”

“I want you to offer Me, everyone, that you can think of so that they can benefit from the High Mass.”

I obeyed our Lord, and in the evening I attended this very special High Mass for the ordination of four priests.

I arrived early to the Church and watched how people were very restless, trying to secure seats and reserve seats for other people. One pew had about ten handbags so that no-one else could sit there.

Our Lord said, “Valentina, these people, surely they do not know what they are doing. The selfishness in them is uncontrollable, they try to possess everything and secure their seats for themselves and their friends, at all costs. But I tell you it will not be like that in Heaven. They will have to be happy and grateful for whatever place they get. There will be no reservation in Heaven for their family and friends. Each one will be in a different part depending on what they deserve. They have to accept whatever is given to them.”

Even in Holy Scripture where our Lord was preaching, a woman came up to our Lord and asked Him can her son sit at His Right Hand:

“What wilt thou? She saith to him: Say that these my two sons may sit, the one on thy right hand, and the other on thy left, in thy kingdom. And Jesus answering, said: You know not what you ask. Can you drink the chalice that I shall drink? They say to him: We can. He saith to them: My chalice indeed you shall drink; but to sit on my right or left hand, is not mine to give to you, but to them for whom it is prepared by my Father” (Matthew 20:21-23, Douay Rheims Bible).

Holy Mass then started. During the distribution of Holy Communion, I was lead by our Lord to receive Communion from the hands of Archbishop Anthony Fisher. As I returned to the pew, I kneeled and thanked the Lord.

Our Lord said to me, “Now you have completed the mission that I have asked of you. By attending the Most High Mass of the Ordination to the Priesthood, and by offering Me everyone that I had asked you to offer Me, and receiving My Body from the holy hands of Bishop Anthony, you accomplished the mission that I asked of you.”

“You have no idea how much good fruits that you will produce, and I thank you for your obedience, to fulfill My Will.”

Our Lord was so joyful while He was telling me all of this.

Visitation from Three Souls

During my morning prayers of the last three days, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, the angel appeared to me, and each time he said, “Valentina, a very important person will come to visit you. Prepare yourself.”

I thought maybe a Priest would come to see me. I said to the angel, “Well, the only important person is Jesus Christ.”

This morning, during my prayers, suddenly I received a visitation of three souls. As they came up very close to me, I immediately recognised one of them. I do not know who the other two were.

I said, “Oh, Peter Ustinov, the movie actor!” He seemed annoyed and very burdened by the load that he was carrying.

He exclaimed to me, “Gosh lady, you live so far away! Do you know how long it took us to come to you? And do you know that we had to carry this burden with us? And how heavy it is?”

I could see that each of the three souls was carrying a bundle of what looked like a large, scrunched up, plastic canvas. Peter Ustinov and the grey-haired gentleman next to him were each carrying a military-coloured canvas. The third, younger man with brown hair, who was standing behind them, was carrying a deep green canvas. I understood that the military-coloured canvas, that is, a combination of yellow, green and brown, represents a different kind of sin as compared to the colour green, which represents a deeper state of sin.

All of a sudden, they dropped their heavy loads in front of me, and in a deeply annoyed tone of voice, Peter said, “Here lady, now it’s up to you to do what you are going to do to help us.”

I was astonished at their attitude, demanding that I help them. I thought, ‘But who asked you to come?’

I felt like they were blaming me for their life and their suffering, that it is my fault.

When they finished talking and telling me some things, they just vanished and left their loads behind. By leaving them behind it was a form of security so that I would help them.

I prayed, “May our Lord give you peace in the other world.”

I thought to myself, ‘Well, look at that. Now the souls were ordering me around and telling me what to do!’

Their attitude amused me that I said to our Lord, “Lord, so much for the important person, I thought you are the important person.”

Our Lord said, “But he was important on earth.”

I said, “Lord, he hated Catholics in the movie Quo Vadis, he burnt down Rome. He was feeding Christians to the lions.”

Our Lord was laughing. He said, “Valentina, that was only a play, it wasn’t in reality.”

I offered up the Holy Rosary for these three souls and later, offered them up at Holy Mass.

Lord have mercy on all three of them.

There will be No Good Wishes for the World

I attended Holy Mass at St Patrick’s Cathedral in Parramatta.

After Holy Communion, I prayed, “Lord Jesus, I offer You all of humanity, especially during this time, in preparation for Christmas, so that people will come to understand the true meaning of Christmas and not be caught up in the materialism that overtakes Christmas. I pray that we will all praise You and glorify You during this Holy Time.”

Soon after I offered this prayer, our Lord appeared from the Tabernacle and said, “My daughter, I heard your petition and good wishes for humanity,” and then in a very serious tone, He continued, “There will be no more good wishes for the world. Humanity is destroying itself by being so godless and materialistic, and they deny Me completely. They do not want Me amongst themselves. I constantly offer Myself to them, and I love them unconditionally, but they keep rejecting Me completely. This is very painful for My Sacred Heart.”

The Lord will Purify the World

During my morning prayers, our Lord appeared.

He said, “Child, you better warn people to repent because I Am going to purify the world. I can no longer watch this sinful world. There is too much sin. Bit by bit I will purify each country according to their state of sin, according to the sins they are committing. There will be natural disasters, floods, and earthquakes that will affect each country. I really mean it.”

As our Lord was telling me this, a vision appeared. In the vision, I could see what looked like a city with many tall buildings. I did not recognise the city. In particular, I could see a white-coloured apartment building. Water was gushing through its second level. It was gushing with such force that it smashed through the windows on the other side of the building. The water was moving with such fury.

Our Lord said, “I don’t want to punish humanity, but I am being forced to do it because they are deaf and blind to My Call. The world has never been as bad as it is now since the time of Noah.”

I could feel the immense sadness of our Lord that people remain so defiant and continue to ignore His call.

Lord, have mercy on us. Please spare us and protect us, and I pray that people will change.

Visit by Two Saintly Women

During my morning prayers, I had a vision of two beautiful saints, both of them women. Next to them stood another a holy person, dressed as a priest.

The women said, “Valentina, don’t be afraid, we have been sent to tell you, to prepare yourself, as priests and bishops will interview you. They will interrogate you by asking you all kinds of questions. It will be all about your experiences and the messages that you receive. You have to prepare yourself and be ready for them.”

I asked, “How can I prepare myself? I am ready.”

They answered, “You have to prepare yourself more spiritually. You have to pray more.”

I started to worry and wonder who will be this priest or priests and bishop that will interrogate me.

The priest standing next to the two women never spoke, he only listened. His demeanour was very serious.

Later that day I attended Holy Mass, and I offered up what the two saintly women told me that morning.

During Mass, our Lord appeared to me. Smiling, He said, “Don’t worry. Be peaceful and pray. When the time comes, I will empty you of yourself and fill you with the Holy Spirit, so that whatever you will say will by My Words. I will speak through you, to them, and they will know it is My Holy Word and not yours.”

I said, “Thank you, my Lord, I know I can trust You.”

A few weeks ago I was visited by these same two saintly women, and I received the same warning about being interrogated.

California Fires

In the morning while I was praying our Lord appeared and said, “Valentina, did you see all of the disasters happening in the world?”

He said, “See the fires raging in California. People think this is a natural disaster. This is a catastrophic disaster. It is almost like being wiped off from the face of the earth. It is serious. People take it so lightly, saying it just happens everywhere. But what is most sad, is that they die unrepentant and not prepared for death. They are so attached to the material world and nothing spiritual.”

“You must talk to people and tell people to repent. Many catastrophic events will happen and more and more will unfold.”

“Sadly, I will take a lot of people away before the bad events start to happen. Many will die in tragedies, many will die in accidents, and many will die as a result of natural disasters. They won’t be able to comprehend what is happening.”

“Try to warn people. Speak out the truth and don’t worry if anyone is against you because I watch over you and protect you all the time. But the most important thing is for people to repent.”

That is what our Lord desires because events will start to unfold and people will start to panic. But if they are close to our Lord, it will be much easier to bear all of this. Our Lord has repeated this warning to me for the past three days so it must be very urgent.

Our Lady’s tears for the world

While I was travelling by train to the city, on my way to Holy Mass, it started to rain very gently. I could see little droplets of rain falling on the train window. The droplets were in the shape of tears, one after the other.

As I watched this, I thought to myself, ‘Oh, it is raining.’

At that moment our Blessed Mother appeared. She was wearing a white dress with a blue sash around her waist. A short white veil covered her head.

She said, “You’re watching the drops of rain as they fall. These are not raindrops, they are my tears that I shed for my children in the world. My children in the world are without God, and so sinful. They live in such horrible sin. No matter what I try, nothing seems to touch them and to convert them.”

“Try to console me. I smile to you, but deep in my heart there is a deep sorrow for the world.”

I said, “Blessed Mother, would it help if I offered you a decade of the Rosary for the shedding of your tears?”

Our Blessed Mother nodded her head, and then said, “Ask my children to offer me some consolation in prayer, that I grieve so much for the world that is so sinful. I will accept it with love.”

Blessed Mother, pray for us.

As I stepped off the train I made my way to the church to attend Holy Mass.

At the Holy Mass, after the distribution of Holy Communion, I was kneeling in prayer. As I raised my head, and looked towards the Altar, I watched how the remaining Holy Hosts were being placed back into the Ciborium.

The priest then sat down, and a lady took the Ciborium, placed it back in the Tabernacle, and walked away without genuflecting.

Our Lord then said to me, “The lady had no right to touch Me and carry Me back to the Tabernacle. That is not her job. So much pride is everywhere now in my churches, so much irreverence, and sacrilege. That offends Me greatly. Pray that things will change soon, for the better.” Our Lord was very sad as He lamented to me.

Famous professor who denied God

(Message received on 15 March 2018 not previously published)

While I was praying my morning prayers, I said to the Lord, ‘I offer you all my petitions and especially today, I offer you the soul of Stephen Hawkins.” I knew that during his life he had denied the existence of God, but he also may have done some good in his life, so I offered him up to the Lord.

I said, ‘Lord, please have mercy on him.”

The next morning, while I was praying my morning prayers, the angel of the Lord appeared.

He said, “I was sent to you by the Lord, to explain and show you something for the prayers that you offered for Professor Stephen. He was judged by our Lord, and I have to tell you he is at the very bottom in the darkness. He has to wait there until the End of Time to be judged at Final Judgement.”

Then the angel asked me, “Do you know what this means?”

I just listened.

“By writing his book and distributing it around the world, he was telling people that God does not exist. He polluted the whole world by denying God, and this is the worst thing that anybody could do,” said the angel.

I understood that I was not to pray for him, since he offended God so much, no prayer could touch him. He will have to wait until the end of the world, at the Universal Judgement, to be judged by God. He now knows that God does exist.

As the angel was explaining all of this to me, in a vision he was showing me, where Stephen was now. I could see him all curled up and lying in total darkness and confined to a very small space, enough for him to fit in.

He now realises that God Almighty exists, but there is nothing he can do to change things.

Looking at him, I felt very sorry for him, but there was nothing that could be done for him.

The angel repeated, quite a few times, “He will have to wait there until the End of Time for the Final Judgement.”

Millions of Souls waiting to enter the Gates of Heaven

As we now come close to the month of November, which is dedicated to the Holy Souls, it is also a time when I experience much deeper and more severe physical suffering all over my body.

This morning I was in so much pain, but I still persevered with my morning prayers and petitions. Then our Lord Jesus appeared and said, “Come with Me! I will show you for whom you have been suffering.”

We suddenly found ourselves in a place where there were so many souls. I was amazed. It was enormous. It felt like the whole world was there. I could see millions and millions of souls. I have never seen anything like this before. There was a mixture of people, including many children of school age.

I asked, “Lord, how many people are here? It looks like the whole world is here.”

Our Lord smiled and said, “See Valentina! I want to show you all of this. Coming into November, they are all waiting to be redeemed and waiting to go to Heaven.”

With curiosity I asked, “Lord, can all these souls see You?”

He said, “They can see Me, but they think I am one of them.”

Then our Lord came up closer and gently whispered, “I disguise Myself so they can’t recognise Me.”

“Oh!” I said, “I see,” still a little puzzled. Lord Jesus was dressed in conventional clothing, in trousers and a shirt, with a trimmed beard and short brown hair, so of course they could not recognise Him.

He Said, “Valentina, for all your offerings for these souls that I am showing you, just think of all the good fruits that you produce when you suffer with pain on your body. Nothing is wasted. You save so many of them and they are delivered through your pain.”

Then He came up really close to me and said, ‘Valentina! Do you know that I am your brother?”

I said, Oh yes!  Looking at Him a little confused I was thinking to myself; I have a brother Tony and a brother Alojs, and I have another brother who is My Lord.

He said, “I love you.” Then He kissed me on the cheek.

In gratitude to our Lord, I kissed Him back on His cheek.

I really felt that He is my Brother.

I felt such an intimate appreciation of what He just said.

I said, “Lord, You are my Brother, but You are more than that, You are my Lord and my God, and I appreciate You and love You so much.”

He said, “Don’t forget what I have shown you. Take all these people that I show you today to church”

“Offer them to me during the Mass, so that I can sanctify them, and take them home to Heaven. They are all waiting for that!”

Never before, have I seen so many souls in one place. It felt like the whole world was there.

While we were looking at all the Holy Souls He said, “Don’t worry! No one can harm you or do anything to you. These souls are all purified and ready to go to Heaven. They need one final blessing and one final Sacrifice of the Holy Mass for the Gates of Heaven to be opened for them.”

Our Lord Jesus loves each individual person, so deeply and so intimately. When He embraces you in His Holy presence, you really know and feel that you belong entirely to Him. He loves you so deeply that you think you are the only person in the world, but this is for every person that He loves and that He embraces.

Amongst the multitude of souls that were present, I recognised quite a few souls there, whom I knew while they were alive on earth.

Some of them told me, “We are all waiting here for the Holy Mass to be offered.”

Lord I thank you for all the Graces and explanations. Have Mercy on us and on all the Holy Souls.

Helicopter Crash

I was watching the Sunday evening news when a report came on about a helicopter crash in England in which five people died. As I listened to the report, I felt a sense of sadness for those that died as they died suddenly and unprepared to meet our Lord.

I prayed, “Lord Jesus, be merciful to them, to those who died in the helicopter crash.”

Immediately, after I said the prayer, I heard three loud knocks in my living room which made me jump a little.

Instantly I felt the presence of the souls, I just prayed for, in my living room. I thought to myself, ‘England is so far away.’

I said, “Lord Jesus, how do they know? Instantly they came into my living room, so far away from England.”

I offered the souls in my evening prayers. I know how a soul needs deliverance, it does not matter what religion or who they are, I know they all need to go to the Light to our Lord Jesus.

The next morning, at five o’clock, while I was saying my prayers, a gentleman suddenly appeared in my room.

The man looked young and beautiful, and he was smiling. He was wearing a formal black suit and white shirt.

He said, “Valentina, I come to thank you personally, that you think of me and that you pray for me. I was guided to come to you and to talk to you. I know all about your life. They showed me and told me all about your life and how you help people to go to God. They also showed me and told me how poor you are and how you struggle in your life.”

He continued, “I wish I knew you while I was alive, I would have helped you so much.”

Smiling, I responded, “Oh, everybody knows about me, it is embarrassing.” He smiled back as I said this.

Very graciously, he said, “Valentina, I really appreciate your help. Please pray for me and keep me in your prayers.”

I had such a good feeling about him. He was such a serene person. I felt that he did not go to a deep Purgatory. He must be somewhere in the middle.

It was only later that I heard in the news that the man that visited me was the owner of the Leicester City Football Club. They said he was a very charitable man and did many good deeds.

People mean well when a tragedy occurs, and they offer flowers and light candles for the deceased. However, the most important thing to do is to guide the soul to our Lord. Candles and flowers are not enough. We need to offer prayers and Holy Masses for the deceased and in this way guide the souls to our Lord Jesus. The souls are waiting for this from us.

The man stayed a while and talked to me and then he just vanished.

When I went to Holy Mass, I offered all five of the crash victims to our Lord. I did not see the other four people. Each soul goes on a different path depending on the life they lead while on earth.

Lord Jesus, have mercy on them.

Attendance at Prayer Group

I was invited to a friend’s house to share our Lord’s messages with the prayer group.

Our Lord Jesus said, “My child, Valentina, tell My child Mira that I the Lord, wish to establish in this house to be a House of Prayer and to be devoted to Me and My Beloved Mother.”

Later, at home, our Lord Jesus came with a very joyous and loving greeting.

He said, ‘I come to explain to you why I ask you to give this message to My loving daughter Mira. I choose her house to be a House of Prayer. When I take her father home to be with me in Heaven, she will be more free and devoted to Me.”

“Now, My children, I will explain to you why there are many places on this earth with prayer groups to be devoted to Me and My Mother, Mary Most Holy. I choose My obedient children who love Us very dearly. At the same time, you are preparing the way of My Second Coming.”

He smiled, “Yes, My children, without you realising that you do all of this. You are the ones who will save the world from all evil and sin. You are preparing the way of My Coming.”

“I love you all very much. Remain faithful to Me, and together We will reign together in a new world of happiness which you have never experienced before, a joy of peace and love. I the Lord, promise you this is coming.”

“I bless you in the Name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen”

Our Lord told me that He depends on us to save the world. Thank you, Lord Jesus.

St Patricks Cathedral Parramatta

The Presentation of Gifts at Holy Mass

Today, during the Offertory at Holy Mass, as the gifts of Bread and Wine were presented to the Priest by the faithful, our Lord Jesus appeared to me. Usually, I am not kneeling during the Offertory, but for some reason, I was inspired to kneel, and as I did so, our Lord appeared. At the same time, two ladies walked past me carrying the gifts for the Offertory.  Our Lord was deeply upset at seeing this. He said, “You know, My child, they should never touch Me and carry Me, they are not worthy to touch Me and hold Me.”

“What I want to tell you and show you, is that I want two innocent boys to carry Me to the Altar. I desire that in every church, two innocent boys carry Me to the Altar.”

“Two innocent boys should be selected and trained to do that at every Mass, in every church around the world. The boys should be at an age where they understand, and when they grow up, they can train other boys. That would please Me very much.”

“I Am so sacrileged, especially during the distribution of Holy Communion, when people receive Me, and they are not remorseful nor repentant for their sins.”

Lord, be merciful to them, and I pray that they will listen to You and that they will change

Ancient Plugs at the bottom of the Sea

During my morning prayers, I was visited by five angels, one of which was Holy Michael.

They said, “We have been sent by our Lord to reveal something to you that you do not know about. You saw our Lord, and how sad He is for the world and all humanity, with their hearts so cold and unwilling to change.”

“Today, we come to show you the deepest part of the world, in the deepest sea. Come closer, and we will show you.”

I moved closer and in front of me appeared a large glass screen, through which I could see the bottom of the sea. It was so real. The vision was crystal clear. Then one of the angels held a smaller transparent screen over the large one and instructed me to look through it. As I did so, I could see that it magnified every detail that was at the bottom of the sea. I could see how the wave motion of the water stirred the sediment on the seabed to create an underwater dust cloud.

The angel said, “No human eye has ever seen what I am about to show you.”

As the dust cloud settled, on the sea floor, I could clearly see what looked like a round cement slab, less than half a metre in diameter. The more I observed, I could see there were many of these round slabs on the sea floor. They were all identical.

The angel said, “See, these plugs that we are showing you, they are very ancient. They have been here since the beginning of Creation. There are many of them throughout the world. Soon, we will have permission to unplug them, because God will give us the commandment to do so. When we open them, the world will experience many volcanic eruptions, fires, earthquakes, and tsunamis. Soon there will be severe suffering in the world if people do not repent and convert.”

The angel was very stern with me and said, “You have to speak the Truth to people, do not feel sorry for them. If it is the will of God, it will happen. God has been warning people, and they do not listen.”

The angel’s manner was severe as he said, “Come and have a look at this again! This is serious, and this is real!”

I looked again, and it upset me very much because I knew what was beneath these plugs. I felt very uneasy in the presence of the angels as they admonished me and said, “You need to speak the Truth to people, and not just speak to them of beautiful things and cover up reality.”

Dear Lord, may the world listen to your Holy Word, and may they listen to your warnings and repent of their sins, may they stop offending You.

Mist of Light from the Holy Tabernacle

This morning while I was praying, our Lord Jesus appeared and said, “Valentina, I want to teach you and show you how each time when I speak to you in the Church, I always come to you out from the Tabernacle.”

Jesus then showed me a most beautiful mist of Light coming from the Holy Tabernacle. Suddenly, I see Baby Jesus, coming forward out of this mist. He appears as a little Infant of about two years old and dressed in a blue tunic. His little Hands are outstretched towards the people present in the Church, in a gesture seeking to be loved and adored by them.

Jesus said, “I then reveal Myself to you, and I talk to you. Now, My Churches are no longer pure. They are very dirty and polluted, only a very few of them have preserved their purity. As soon as people find out that a particular Church is good, they bring with them, into the church, dirt, and impurity. Slowly, even these churches become unclean and impure.”

“Valentina, in the New Era, when I will change the world, My Churches will be all pure and holy, and everyone will experience Me in the Tabernacle as a little Infant. They will have a much stronger devotion to Me in the Holy Tabernacle because I will manifest very powerfully among My people. They will experience My Holy Presence and My Love.”

Our Lord was showing me, how He wants to be with us like a little Child, whom we love and adore.

He said, “Come, Valentina, I want to reveal something else to you.”

I suddenly found myself standing next to Jesus, and in the palm of His Hand, He was holding a blue ball, slightly larger than a tennis ball, which He said represents the globe of the world.

Directing my attention to the globe, He said, “The world is very sinful and impure. It is very dirty and getting worse, and worse, and not better. I will show you something else.”

As I looked down at the ground, I could see a huge gutter grate which appeared before me. There was a massive basement beyond the grate, filled with mountains and mountains of dirty clothes.

Our Lord then pointed in another direction, guiding my gaze towards a slightly elevated area. There I could see clean clothes, all different types, drying in a gentle breeze. These clothes were all drying under a large shelter.

Our Lord said, “See those clothes, do you know why they are under the shelter? It is because I protect them. These are the children on earth that love Me, and they try to stay very close to Me. These clothes are clean because these people keep repenting of their sins.”

I understood the shelter represents the Sacred Heart of our Lord Jesus, Who dearly loves all those who try to stay very close to Him, and who are truly devoted to our Lord.

The mountains of dirty clothes represent those who continuously live in sin and refuse to repent of their sins.

I suddenly found myself, in a part of Heaven, walking with our Lord. We stopped, and our Lord sat down on a small, stone garden step, on the grassy ground. I remained standing. From the side approached a group of saintly women when at the same time a basket suddenly appeared, hanging from my left arm. It was in the shape of a deep, laundry basket with a few items of dirty clothing inside it.  Also tucked under my left arm, I was holding a few pieces of clean clothes. I was careful not to let the clean clothes fall into the basket with the dirty clothes.

As the Heavenly women arrived, they lamented to our Lord, “Lord, we pray so hard for the world to get better, but so far nothing has touched them or moved them. They continue to offend You.”

With the greatest of sadness, our Lord responded, “Yes, I know.”

Up until now, our Lord was holding the blue globe in His Hand. He now placed it in His side pocket and out of sight.

After the saintly women told Him, how much they prayed and tried to do everything they could for humanity to change, in a sad tone our Lord responded, “Nothing has changed! The world has remained filthy and dirty. No matter what I try, they do not take it seriously. They play with it as a child would play with a toy.”

Jesus was referring to the gift of repentance as the toy.

Deeply discouraged, He retrieved the blue globe from His pocket, and threw it straight into the laundry basket, still hanging from my arm.

He said to the saintly women, “There is not much hope for the world. Back to the filth!”

I asked, “Lord, do you want me to take those clothes that are drying under the shelter?

He said, “No! Leave those. They are under My protection.”

As the saintly women walked away, our Lord stood up, and we started to go back in the direction from which we came. Our Lord was visibly upset and deeply disappointed. I sensed the heaviness He was feeling from being rejected by humanity.

I tried to console Him by saying, “Lord, maybe I should help you wash these dirty clothes.”

He said, “Valentina, you cannot do it on your own.”

After this, our Lord brought me back to my home.