Category: Messages

St Patricks Cathedral, Parramatta

Today, during the Mass our Lord said to me, “I want you to offer Me all the congregation here in the church. Offer Me all of the people who are affected by these disasters in the world. Disasters that have reached an enormous scale.”

“My child, I know you are sad for all you see that is happening to others. Pray for them!”

“I want to tell you now, My anger is great and My Just Hand is reaching everywhere in the world.”

As our Lord was saying these words, I could see Him sitting on the Throne of Justice, speaking the Truth, but nobody is listening, He is now handing out the punishment to the world.

The disasters have nothing to do with the globalisation of the world or changes in the climate. They are a punishment to the world from Heaven, to correct us because we are disobedient and do not take notice of the warnings coming from the Lord.

The Lord told me how He is offended so much, that He cannot accept it anymore.

After Holy Communion and after the Final Blessing at Mass our Lord said, “Remain kneeling as long as you can. This will give Me consolation.”

Remaining on My knees is a sign of reverence to God, and requested by God as reparation for all the sacrileges committed in this Church and all the churches around the world.

Feast of the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary

St Patrick’s Cathedral, Parramatta

During the Cenacle prayers, our Blessed Mother appeared to me as our Lady of Fatima. She was very joyful, with a beautiful long mantle that extended right down to the ground.

She said, “How happy it makes me to see you, my children, devoted to the Cenacle prayer. Today, I invite you to gather around my cradle, where I was born on this day, my birthday. I was chosen to be the Mother of God, by my Son Jesus. For this I was born immaculate and sinless. My Son Jesus wants me to be honoured in the world, amongst the people of the world.”

Blessed Mother continued, “With great sadness, I must tell you that you now live in very confusing and evil times. I desire good for you, my children. I lead you to salvation and to God. I pray and beg my Son not to punish humanity, but humanity does not listen to my call. Only a few respond and listen.”

“I want you to pray for those who do not listen to my call and do not respond to me. Pray for the salvation of their souls.”

“Many events are happening in the world today. Wars and disasters are unfolding very rapidly, my children. They are signs for you to wake up. Many people are dying in these disasters. That is why you have to be in a state of grace and pray to save other souls.”

She said, “My children, fear not! Jesus is Love, He loves everyone. He wants to be recognised in the world. He wants to be loved and not to be offended. He is offended very much. He is so deeply offended that He cries like a little baby. My children, remember that my Immaculate Heart will triumph very soon in the world.”

Our Lord said, “Honour My Mother very much and thank her. She works so hard for your protection and salvation in the world right now. She works hard to save you all. The honour is given to her, that through her Immaculate Heart, she will crush the evil one that harms and confuses everyone so much. Her Immaculate Heart will triumph in the world and salvation will come through her for all humanity. That is why you must pray to help My Mother crush the devil. He will have no more power over all of you.”

“Peace and joy will reign on earth.”

In the past few days, Blessed Mother kept appearing to me with the Infant Jesus. He was crying, He was so unhappy.

Blessed Mother said to me, “I bring you my Son for you to see how sad and unhappy He is when He sees the bad behaviour in the world today. No matter what I try I cannot console Him. Try to console Him Valentina.”

I could see the Infant Jesus, He was crying and crying. Blessed Mother then gave Him to me to nurse. As I was holding Him I was trying to console Him but nothing could stop the tears. Nothing could make Him happy.

Blessed Mother said, “Maybe you can console Him by speaking to people about Him. Offer my Son to them. Tell them how much He loves them and how much He wishes that people in the world will repent and convert. That will console my Son.”

It was very sad to see God crying. Please people console our Lord. Look up to Heaven and tell Him you love Him. Do not be selfish. Console the Lord who is offended so badly.

Lord have mercy on us.

Sunday 20 August 2017

St Patrick’s Cathedral, Parramatta

During Holy Mass our Lord appeared to me and said, “Offer all that happened in Barcelona, Spain. Offer Me all those killed and those wounded by the terrorists, so that I can be merciful to them.”

“Pray for them. My children, how many times I warned you to be aware of what is happening in the world, how you live in the worst of times. You never know when the moment will come, when there will be horrific attacks and disasters in the world. Terrorists are planning to kill as many as they can and they are in every country of the world.”

“It saddens My Heart very much. I warn you My children, you have to change your lives. Be vigilant and pray and change your way of life. Seek My refuge and ask Me to protect you, to come close to Me.”

“Ask Me to cover you with My Precious Blood, because even if you die you will be protected and safe, and you will come to My Refuge.”

Our Lord said, “Do not travel blindly just because you like to have a good time and to explore different places in the world. Ask Me to be with you and to protect you, on all your journeys and travels.”

He said, “Now the terrorists are very active, they are spread all over the world. This is a wakeup call My children. You are blind if you do not see what is going on around you. You have to face reality and pray.”

Jesus is really concerned for us, but humanity is blind. When people die suddenly without repentance, the demons are waiting to grab their souls. If the person is not prepared and reconciled with our Lord, the demons can easily grab them.

Lord Jesus, have mercy on us and on the whole world and protect us.

19 August 2017

From time to time Our Lord likes to have a little joke with me. He knows that I go through a lot of suffering for the Holy Souls and then He likes to cheer me up.

Today my room was packed with souls, more than usual. I asked our Lord, “Are these the same souls that were in my room yesterday?”

He said, “No, they are different ones.”

I said to Him, “But so many, my Lord!”

He said, “Valentina, many people are dying. They would all like to go Heaven quickly, so they come to you, to help them.”

Our Lord was very joyful and smiling when He said, “I tell you, this is a never ending story.” We were both smiling.

Our Lord said, ” Valentina! We work with the same mission, which is to save souls. It is all about saving a soul. It means a lot to Me when we converse with each other as we are doing now, because you console Me and I give you strength to carry on.”

Letter to grieving friend in Slovenia

(previously unpublished)

I sent a letter to my friend in Slovenia. My friend had lost two sons and a grandson. She was very grateful for the consolation but her pain was beyond any consolation. I prayed for her, that our Lord would heal her sorrow.

Our Lord Jesus appeared and said, smiling, “My child, tell all people not to grieve so hard when a loved one is taken away from this world. Tell them to be more joyful and pray for their loved one, but you, My children, you have such a weak faith. You behave so badly and you have no hope and you believe that it is the end of everything.”

“When you behave like that, you upset Me very much in front of all the Saints and all Heaven. No, My children! It is not the end of everything! It is the beginning of new life.”

“I told you so when I was living amongst you. I go before you to prepare the way to the House of My Father. If that was not true, I would not tell you. You have to prepare yourselves already here on earth that you wish to come to Me in Heaven, and that you have trust in Me completely. You also have to accept all the crosses and suffering that I send you. This is the only way that you will be worthy to receive your crown and you will be crowned in Eternal Life.”

Lord Jesus gives us a guarantee that He will never desert us and He will love us forever, if we only trust in Him.

Sacred Heart of Jesus

One day our Lord Jesus invited me to Heaven. I was brought to Heaven by an Angel of the Lord. Being there was such a beautiful feeling. I could feel so much Love coming to me. The more you receive, the more Love was coming. I had no cares about the world and I did not miss anyone on earth. It is all taken away from me.

I saw mountains and gentle flowing rivers. The water was like crystal. It was living water. Everything was so green and so perfect. I saw fields and fields of different coloured flowers. They were very much alive and vibrant. As I touched the flowers they were really alive. I picked up some of the soil and it felt like grains of sand.

While I was feeling all this immense peace and love coming to me, I decided, “This is it, I’m staying here!”

At that moment, two angels appeared and said, “Turn to your right.”

As I turned to my right, I could see our Lord Jesus start walking towards me. He was holding His Hands down, clasped one over the other.

I was instantly pulled towards Him, like a magnet. With His Hand, He raised up my chin and said, “Welcome home My daughter. This is your home one day soon, but not yet.” Jesus embraced me.

Whilst He was embracing me, I felt that we truly belong to Him. His love is so intense and I felt at that moment that He only loves me, and not the rest of the world. But He loves each and every one of us, when we come to Him in the same way. Each one is embraced, each one is consoled by Him and we feel His intimacy.

Whilst I was with our Lord Jesus, I was quiet and listening to Him, but I did not feel worthy to be in His Holy presence.

Jesus said, “I want you to go back. I want you to share with people what you have just experienced and tell them that the houses they have on earth are only temporary, but this, that I show you, your Heavenly home, this is forever. It is Eternity.”

“Tell them that when they praise Me and love Me the way you do, with the sincerity of their heart, they will all be worthy of this Heavenly home.”

At that moment, while Jesus was giving me the message for the world, I felt, that through the Sacred Heart of Jesus is the Gate of Heaven. Through the sincerity of our hearts and through His Divine Mercy, the Gates of Heaven are opened for all of us to enter, for those who seek it.

When you open your heart and praise, love and talk to our Lord, then in your heart you are in union with Him. Whatever you are doing, talk to Jesus. Ask Jesus to bless people, all those that pass you by on the street and that you meet. He is very pleased that we do this because one day that blessing will be like a ‘saving’ in the ‘bank’ account of those that you ask Jesus to bless.

One day, many years ago, I was at a prayer group, quite a large group of about fifty people. After we prayed the Rosary, a lady asked me if I could pray over some women. One of ladies was sitting down as she was very sick.

I said, “Yes, why not!”

I was introduced to the ladies, they were Indian. They each had a red dot between their eyebrows. It appeared they belonged to another religion.

I first went to the very sick lady. I made the Sign of the Cross on her forehead. I then placed my hands on her head and prayed,

“Lord Jesus, bless this lady in this life, while on earth and give her good health, and bless her in the next life for Eternity“.

I then made the Sign of the Cross three times on her forehead. I thanked the Lord and then offered her to Him. She was very happy after I prayed over her.

More than a year later, one night after 11o’clock, whilst I was kneeling in my bedroom saying my prayers, I felt someone tap me on my right shoulder and call my name, “Valentina!”

As I turned around, I recognised the Indian lady from the prayer group. She said, “Valentina, I came to personally thank you. Maybe you don’t remember me from the prayer group, but you prayed over me and you made the Sign of the Cross on my forehead. For doing that, you saved my life for Eternity. If it was not for that Cross on me I would be lost forever. I am so grateful that you saved my life.”

After this experience I felt like going out into the street and making the Sign of the Cross on every person that I meet, just to save souls. It is something that is not hard to do. In your mind you can make the Sign of the Cross and say,

“Lord Jesus, I offer all these people to You in the Name of the Father, and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.”

One day, our Lord Jesus said to me that if we don’t have time to say our prayers, we can make the Sign of the Cross as many times as possible throughout the day. This will make up for all the prayers that we don’t offer Him. By doing this we honour the Most Holy Trinity.

19 September 1998 (previously unpublished)

Elevation of the Holy Cross

At home, this morning I was praying under the Holy Cross. I then had a vision of the Living Lord Jesus on the Holy Cross, suffering, in the most beautiful glowing light.

The crucified Lord was becoming more visible and alive. All of a sudden our Lord took down His right Arm from the Holy Cross. He then outstretched His right Hand towards me and said, “Take My Hand My child.”

I took His Holy Hand and held it. His Hand was so bruised, blue and purple flesh.

He said, “Look at how I suffer because of the sin of mankind. Console Me.”

He then asked me to very gently kiss His Holy Wounds, they were so sore.

Jesus said, “Do you know My child that every day I am nailed to the Cross and the pain is unbearable. Love Me and console Me.” He begged me.

While our Lord was holding my hand and I held His, I cried, the feeling was of enormous sadness.

I said to the Lord, “You are the True and Living God, have mercy on me and on the whole human race.”

Our Lord Jesus showed me His Hands pierced with the nails. He asked me to gently kiss each wound on His Hands.

At that moment I felt so much Intimacy and Love come into my soul, something indescribable.
While I was holding His Holy Hand I felt that I was part of His Flesh. I felt how much our Lord really loves us and that we belong to His Sacred Body.

Thank you my Crucified Lord. Have mercy on the whole world.

1 June 1998 (previously unpublished)

Baby Jesus and His little socks 

Blessed Mother Mary appeared carrying the Baby Jesus in her arms. I noticed He was sleeping. The Blessed Mother looked at me, smiling, and the Holy Infant awoke.

His Mother turned Him around until He was seated on her hands, leaning against His Mother. When the Baby Jesus saw me He was so excited, He practically jumped into my arms.

The Blessed Mother said, “See, my child, when my Son sees you, He is so happy and excited to see you. I can no longer hold Him back. He loves you so much. My Son wants to be loved by people. He wants to come to everyone’s arms to be nursed and loved.” She then looked sad and said, “But people reject Him.”

I then asked the Blessed Mother, “Did you ever put little slippers and socks on the Baby Jesus while you were on earth?”

She replied, “Yes, I made them myself. We were very poor. You have no idea how poor we were. We lived very simply in a small place. The room just had a bed and a small cabinet made by St Joseph, my spouse. My Son was born for the poor. Even when I put little slippers on His Feet, He just took them off and threw them away. I dressed Him in little socks.” I noticed the socks, which had lemon and blue stripes on them, had a tiny hole in them.

The Blessed Mother said, “Not that I didn’t want to mend them, but that also represents poverty.”

While she was telling me this, she looked very sad. I felt sadness too, in my heart. I felt so sad for her and the Holy Family that I started crying. It touched my soul so deeply. I held Baby Jesus and played with Him. I looked at Blessed Mother and said, “Blessed Mother, my Mother, you were so poor and humble on earth but in Heaven you are raised high above all creatures. You are honoured by God. You deserve all honour for you are the Mother of God.”

At that moment, Blessed Mother was joyous when I consoled her. She smiled and said, “Thank you, my daughter, for your consolation and understanding. Others don’t understand.”

17 August 2017

Mudslide Disaster in Sierra Leone

I endured a lot of suffering throughout the night, so much suffering and pain in my leg and my body.

At about one thirty in the morning, I could hear a lot of talking and crying outside of my bedroom window. I knew they were Holy Souls. I could hear many voices, including the voices of children, crying and begging. I opened my window and sprinkled them with Blessed Water, to refresh them. I tried to dismiss them by sending them to the Lord. They would not leave.

Our Lord then appeared to me and said, “Do not be afraid, these souls have come to you to seek refuge, they will not harm you. They died unprepared and suffered a terrible ordeal. They were swallowed by the mud in Sierra Leone.”

He said, “I would appreciate that you offer them all up at the Holy Mass so they will benefit from the Mass. They died suddenly and unprepared. They are very confused.”

Our Lord then explained, “How many times My children, I tell you that you are very blind not to see all the natural disasters that keep coming and unfolding. It is all before you. You see people being buried by the mud, the houses falling, the roads are opening up and swallowing people and cars, but still you remain the same. You do not change.”

“People are blaming the environment and pollution for these disasters. No, My children, these are the signs given to you from Heaven, for you are living in the end times. So much sin, so much injustice, so much filth in the world, I can no longer tolerate it. The signs are given to you from Heaven, for you to convert and to change. Nature is reacting against the sins of the world.”

Many times our Lord has said to me that sin today is worse than that of Sodom and Gomorrah and that we will be punished, unless people convert and change their lives.

Sunday 13 August 2017

St Patrick’s Cathedral, Parramatta

During Holy Mass, at the distribution of Holy Communion, our Lord Jesus suddenly appeared among the multitude of people. He was dressed as a beggar, wearing sackcloth. The sackcloth represents Him begging, over and over again.

He was walking among the people that had just received Holy Communion and had returned to their pews.

He said, “My Child, how sad and offended I am, over and over again, at each Mass, especially when the Eucharist is distributed during Holy Communion. I am so sad for my Bishops and Priests, because they do not listen and do not teach people to be reconciled with Me, and to be in a state of grace before they receive Me. They receive Me unrepentant, and especially they receive Communion in the hand. They have no idea how sacred is My Body. No one should touch the Eucharist except those who are consecrated to Me.”

Our Lord said, “Not many are worthy to receive Me because they offend Me so gravely. How I suffer. Please help Me and console Me. I Am the Most Holy of all Holiness. They should have reverence for Me.”

Sunday 8 August 2017

St Patrick’s Cathedral, Parramatta

At the beginning of Holy Mass I had a beautiful experience. I suddenly came to a round table. Our Blessed Mother was sitting at the table with six Angels, three on either side of her. I was sitting opposite our Blessed Mother. She was wearing a beautiful robe with a white mantle. You could see her dark hair showing under the mantilla. Holy Mary was joyful. She smiled and asked us, “Do you know each other?”

The angel smiled and responded, “Yes, we are very well acquainted.”

The angel continued, “Valentina, we are your Angels who carry the petitions which you offer to God during Mass, especially as you put everyone at the foot of the Altar before Holy Mass begins.”

He smiled and said, “Each one of us has a box to collect your petitions and carry them to Heaven. Sometimes we have collected them and then we have to turn back because you have remembered more petitions. Jesus is very pleased with your offerings.”

In a vision I could see how the Angels were standing at the foot of the Holy Altar, each holding a beautiful box, with all my prayer petitions, ready to carry them up to Heaven.

The beautifully polished petition boxes were of a very light brown colour and were about forty centimetres in size, with intricately crafted patterns around the edges.

With raised boxes, I could see them ascending to Heaven, but then they would turn around as they became aware that I had even more offerings. They would turn back and wait until I had finished praying as I would always remember more people that I promised to offer up at the Holy Mass.

While seated at the table, our Heavenly Mother showed us a Crucifix, about thirty centimetres in size, and next to it was a Consecrated Host, signifying the Sacrifice of the Holy Mass. One without the Other would not work. Jesus sacrifices over and over again at each Mass, not only for a few but for many.

I said, “Blessed Mother and my Queen, I am very grateful to you for teaching me how to offer every petition before the beginning of Mass. I have been doing this for many years and I thank you my Mother and my Queen.”

At the beginning of each holy Mass, you can offer up to our Lord, your family, your friends and those in need. You can offer up the Holy Souls in Purgatory, the sick and  anyone that you can think of, who needs prayers.

Jesus, have mercy on us.

Feast of St Anne and St Joachim

During this time I had a lot of depressing suffering. As well as suffering physical pain coming from my leg, I was suffering from depression and grief, due to the loss of my dear son Frank. It was now the first anniversary of his death. The pain was going on for a few days. I said, “Lord Jesus, please help me.”

About five o’clock in the morning, the angel appeared to me.

He said, “Come with me. I have something to show you.”

Suddenly, we found ourselves in a very remote and rugged place. The whole landscape was very rocky and harsh. I followed the angel as we walked along a very difficult path.  I said to the angel, “Wow! This is the most difficult walk, that I have ever experienced.” I had to walk up a hill and then back down, and then we would walk round and round through this rugged place. At one point I felt like I was walking in a circle and couldn’t get out of it.

We kept walking round and round then up along this rocky hill, which had signs of ruins from ancient times. Then we would come to a very narrow part, where there was hardly anywhere to put your foot. It was such a struggle.

The angel said, “We are almost there.”

When finally the angel lead me out of it, he said, ‘You had to do this walking as penance for the souls that you will soon see.”

Standing and looking at the landscape in front of me, it was like a dry dessert. There was no greenery and no grass, it was dry all around. You could see some signs that there was once lush grass growing here, but now it was all dry.

We then came across a large black hole. It was like a deep pit completely black inside. Nearby I could see at least another three or four black holes just like it.

The angel warned me, saying, “Don’t come too close.”

Then the angel, looking at the big black hole said to me, “Do you believe there are people there? The pain that you received from your leg and the depression and grief that you suffered, for the loss of your son Frank, has brought a lot of benefits for the people that are trapped here under this ground. They have been here for many, many years. Today, all your sufferings brought good fruits. These people are coming out of the darkness and they will be liberated and come into the light.”

I said to the angel, “Wow! How could they possibly live underneath here?”

The angel said, “They’ve suffered a lot. They had a very heavy penance, and they were completely forgotten souls. No prayer has ever touched them.”

I understood, that even if prayer was offered for them by the living, it would not touch them because they did not merit that prayer.

Suddenly, I could see people starting to come out.

I said, to the angel, “Wow! They are coming out like rabbits from a burrow.” The angel smiled, “Rabbits don’t dig that far down into the ground. These souls were much deeper in the ground.”

For the first time they were coming out of the darkness. As they were coming up, I could see them rubbing their eyes, which were affected by the brightness, as they had not seen any light for a long, long time.

They were so skinny and dressed in raggedy brown clothes, and looked like prisoners. They were all men. I didn’t know what language they spoke, however I could see they were confused and disorientated but pleased that they had come out of the darkness.

A few of them came closer to us and I asked them, “Are you sorry for what you have done?” They said, “Yes, we are very sorry for the offences done to our God.”

The angel said, “Don’t worry, they will be taken care of.”

I said, “I have been to purgatory many, many times, in many different parts of purgatory, but never to a place as difficult as this one.”

Then the angel said, “Now I’ll take you back home.”

I was in that place for quite a long time. It was such a strange place.

I was thanking the Lord that I was back home, when suddenly, this saintly person appeared in front of me. He was a tall, slim, mature gentlemen. I felt in my heart he was an ancient prophet. He wore a most beautiful long, shiny, silvery robe. I could see he was holding something grey in his hands. It was a handful of writing pencils.

He handed over the writing pencils to me and said, “Take them because you have to write everything that you have experienced.”

He then disappeared.

I started to pray and made the Sign of the Cross, and all of a sudden our Lord Jesus appeared, smiling and looking very joyful.

He said, “Do you know, I had to come to tell you the good news, that what you have personally experienced and what you went through this morning, in that remote place, you have just liberated all the souls that were in the deepest hole and darkness. They were there for centuries and centuries. Today, liberation came for them and you brought them to light and you should be very joyful and happy for what you have done, and proud.”

I said, “But Lord, I don’t like to use the word proud.”

He said, “This is a different proud. It is something great that you have done that no one has done before.”

“I would appreciate that when you go to Mass today that you offer them up at the foot of the Altar because they will benefit greatly from the Holy Mass. It will be a mission accomplished for this group of souls,” He said.

I offered up Holy Mass for the souls that came out of the holes so that they can go back home to heaven. The Holy Mass is the highest offering for souls.

Then our Lord said to me, “The pencils that you have just received from the saint mean that you have to write down everything that you have experienced. People will like to read about your experiences and they will learn from them. It will benefit their own souls when the time comes. Those who read it, while still alive, can learn something which can benefit them later on, in the next life and help them avoid heavy penance.”

Many times before I would receive pencils like that but didn’t know why they were given to me. I would just take them and say thank you.

The angel directed me to these Poor Souls, so that I would offer them up in Holy Mass, because I am here on earth and am able to do that for them. It is very charitable to pray and to give alms and to offer up Holy Mass, which is very beneficial for holy souls. We should do this not just for our loved ones and friends but also for those souls whom we don’t know and are forgotten.

People, it is a serious matter, after we pass from this life to the next, as we don’t go directly to heaven, we have to be purified from every stain and sin that we commit on earth. It is very important to have charity in your heart, to forgive and to remember to offer from your heart, whatever you do and all your sufferings. Our Lord accepts everything.

It helps very much to go often to Reconciliation, Holy Mass and to pray devotions and the Holy Rosary.

I thank the Lord and appreciate that He is loving and merciful to accept us into His Heavenly Home.

My experiences with princess Diana of London

I have been inspired to write and share my experiences, with princess Diana of London. It has now been twenty years since her tragic death in Paris.

On the morning of  Sunday 31 August 1997, I went to Holy Mass. I had heard about princess Diana the day before. She had been in a very bad car accident in Paris, France. After I came home from Mass, my sister Angela who lives next door, called me. She was crying when she told me that they had just announced in the news that Princess Diana had died.

I too started crying. I liked her very much. At the same time however, I knew that she needed prayer. I know this especially from my many experiences with the Holy Souls. Every day they come to me and beg me to help them. Immediately I lit a candle for her and I offered up the Holy Rosary for her, but most of all I asked our Lord Jesus to be merciful to princess Diana.

It wasn’t at that moment that I had my first experience with Diana, but at five o’clock the next morning.

I was still asleep when suddenly I was awoken by some very loud and very heavy breathing. It was like the breathing of someone suffering from severe asthma.

When I opened my eyes, I could see princess Diana standing beside my bed. She was so close to me and was breathing heavily right next to my head. I recognised her right away, but her face was covered with a dark green mask, only her eyes were uncovered.

I started to say to her, “Go, Diana! Go to the Lord! Go to the Lord Jesus Christ, and may you rest in peace.”

With my hands, I kept pushing her back and sending her away. But she wouldn’t go. I kept repeating for her to leave, “Go, Diana! Go to the Lord!”

At the same time, I heard a terrible loud wind coming into my house through the kitchen, and heading directly into my bedroom and landing at the foot of my bed.

What I saw were two black shadows, swirling above the foot of my bed, and they were making terrible, howling noises.

I was so frightened, with Diana standing over me, breathing heavily directly above my head, and at the same time, the two terrible dark shadows swirling around the room, their reflections I could also see in the mirror on my wardrobe.

I was calling out to our Lord Jesus to help me. So frightened and not knowing how all of this would end, I covered my head with my bed sheet.

Finally, after calling out to our Lord for help, the two dark shadows that were swirling around in my room, shot out through my bedroom window. They made such a noise, that the glass window shattered as they left.

Diana still remained there for a while. I kept saying to her, “May our Lord give you peace and pardon you, and may you rest in peace.”

I kept repeating, “Go! Go, Diana! Go to the Lord.”

Finally, after some time she left. I felt so relieved. I then made the Sign of the Cross and started to pray the Holy Rosary.

The dark shadows that had just left my room, each went their own way. They were no longer connected as when they were alive. Each soul is responsible for its own faults, committed while on earth. Diana was pleading for help for herself. The other two shadows did not mean anything to her anymore.

Later that morning I went to Holy Mass. I could hardly wait to tell Father Valerian what I had just experienced earlier that morning.  He asked me whether princess Diana had asked for help.  I said, “No, she didn’t talk, but she breathed very heavily and loudly.”

Fr Valerian said, “She was in very bad suffering, that’s why she could not talk.”

From that moment, I started to pray for her every day. I would offer Holy Mass for the repose of her soul. At the same time, I was sharing with people what I had just experienced, and telling them what happens to the soul of someone who dies suddenly and unrepentant.

I continued to pray.

In December of the same year, I was preparing for Christmas. I was writing Christmas cards to my relatives and friends, both here and overseas to Slovenia, Italy and America.

Every night I would go to sleep very late. Before bed, I would still have to say my evening prayers. Each night it would be about one thirty in the morning before I would retire.

One night in December, as I was kneeling in my bedroom, I was praying and talking to our Lord about the day that had just passed. I thanked Him for everything and asked Him to be merciful to me, my family and my friends. Suddenly, from behind, I heard someone call out my name.

The voice said, “Valentina! Please write me a card for Christmas.”

As I turned around, slightly to my right, I saw the figure of princess Diana. She was standing, holding her hands in grace.

Her appearance was very clean. There was no longer a green mask covering her face, and she was able to speak. She wore a latte coloured, long-sleeved blouse and a burgundy coloured skirt. Her hair was neat. She looked beautiful just as she was when she was alive.

Pleading with me, she again asked, “Valentina! Please, please write me a card for Christmas.”

A little puzzled, I listened to her request and said, “But where?”

Suddenly she vanished. She was gone from my room.

I went to bed thinking, “Why did she ask me to write her a card? Where do I send it? I tried to offer all of this to our Lord Jesus, but there was no answer from Him. On the morning of the third day, I went to church for the nine o’clock Holy Mass. Even during Mass I was thinking about what Diana had asked of me.

“What does all this mean?” I thought.

Still, I received no answer.

I came home and was busy with my home duties. Again it was getting closer to Christmas and I had more Christmas cards to write.

It was quite late when I went to bed. Before sleep I was on my knees, thanking the Lord for the day, and as I was looking at the beautiful image of the Sacred Heart in my room, suddenly I exclaimed to the Lord, “Lord, how dumb am I! ”

At that moment I understood what Diana wanted from me.

I said to the Lord, “I know where I have to send her a card for Christmas. I send it to You My Lord, not to princess Diana.”

“Here is my petition:

Dear Lord Jesus, on behalf of myself and princess Diana. I ask you to give her a grace to go to Heaven for Christmas, and I thank You Lord Jesus.”

After I did that, I felt such a relief.  How dumb am I? It took me twenty-four hours to understand. When I finally understood, it was the Holy Spirit Who helped me.

I thought, “What does our Lord think of me? Dumb! Dumb! How dumb she is. Finally she worked out what it means.”

I finally went to bed thinking that I would have a good and peaceful night’s sleep. However it was not to be. Just over half an hour after I offered my petition to the Lord, I started to get really sick. I was sweating all over. My body was going from cold to hot, to having a fever. I was in so much pain that I couldn’t move. I eventually gathered my strength and managed to switch on the bedside lamp. I was thinking, “Here I am so sick that I can’t even call my son to come to me.” I was dying really fast with no-one by my side.

I called on Jesus and our Blessed Mother to come to my aid, but no one came to help me.

After some time, suddenly our Lord Jesus came to me. He came and stood at my bedside and then bending down beside me, with a gentle smile, He said, “I am very sorry that you are so sick, but I come to tell you, that you will not die. ”

“For what you ask you must suffer,” He said.

He repeated a few times, “Suffer well! Suffer well!”

Then He went away.

During the night, throughout all of the suffering and pain, our Lord Jesus came back three times to console me and to give me strength. At seven o’clock in the morning, He came once again. He stood at my bedside, and placed His Holy Hand above my head, then gently passing his Hand all the way down my body, all the pain instantly left me. His Holy Hand lifted up and took away all the pain.  Then smiling at me He said, “My child, thank you for your suffering. Now go to sleep for a while and rest.”

This is why Diana came to me. She asked that I suffer for her so that she will be delivered safely to God.  I started to pray for her every day and to offer daily mass up for her. I was speaking to people about how a soul suffers, especially when a person dies suddenly and unprepared and unrepentant. It is very important to pray for the souls, and offer Holy Masses and perform acts of charity for them.

After the Feast of the Epiphany, the angel appeared in my bedroom, and said, “Come and witness for someone that you have helped and have prayed for.”

Suddenly, we found ourselves in a most beautiful park. I can still see the greenery and beautiful gardens, and the small lake of water, over which passed a little walking bridge.

The angel said, “Here is the resting place of princess Diana.”

We were now standing at her resting place, which was surrounded by many angels, and each of them was holding a vigil candle.

The angel that accompanied me said, “She is no longer here. She went home to Heaven.”

I was so happy and so full of joy for her, that she had gone to Heaven and that my little contribution helped her.

The angel said, “You should be very happy for the suffering that you had. It produced good fruit to help her go to Heaven.”

One day If I could have a chance to meet her sons, I would tell them about my experiences with their mother. They should be very happy and not sad for her, because one day they will meet her again, and they will see her the way they left her, most beautiful and young. They will be happy and joyful together forever.

I felt deeply inspired to write this for the twentieth anniversary of her death.

Our Lord Jesus said, “It is good that you make known what was given to you and shown to you. If you keep it for yourself it will remain with you. If you share it, people may like to read it, and it may touch many. It is not the end when we die but the beginning of new life. ”

Princess Diana appeared one more time, with a holy angel by her side. She was very joyful. She said, “Valentina! I come to thank you for what you have done for me to help me.”  She looked so beautiful and radiant and so young and was dressed all in white. She looked even more beautiful now.

As I was praying my evening prayers, St Padre Pio briefly appeared to me. He was dressed as a capuchin priest.

He said, “Do not be upset. There are better days ahead for you. Be courageous and proclaim the Word of God. Be happy.”